It's true that if someone gave you advices, that they have to be expertise in it. Then there would come out a very suggestive output. That's why i only talk to some people, instead of telling it to the whole world, otherwise i would get "forget him and go on with ur life" which is not a good things to be heard.
Already a month in this situation, trying to walk in the straight line. It's hard, but i know i am gonna be fine, someday.
This is not okay, and i cant be in this situation forever. Because it is me who's gonna "get killed" in the end.
So, now i be selfish, pack my things, and runaway.
i save myself from you, and this no-longer relationship.