Thursday, April 14, 2011
after a day being ill, i'm back doing my robotic day. (i'm happy,tho). then a bunch of oh-so-important business, bumped me. as always, (i'm trying to reduce the percentage!)i get panicked. it's a standard panic, actually. And as always i try to solve it (in my way-systematically).. then i found myself in the situation : when i asked something that ACTUALLY, shouldn't be asked. to my boss. somebody that determine "my future" in this company. i hate it. then i feel stupid, then asked why to myself. why cant i ask myself before i ask somebody else? panicking gets on my nerves and blindfold my brain. or was it my thought which is not LONG enough to think clear? was it out of my reach to think such decission? was i actually able to think good enough but i just dont use it? i feel sad and sorry for myself. for not asking myself good question before kicking somebody else with stupid question. fyi : my boss is sick at home. and i forced him to answer this stupid question. And, let's guess what he will be thinking about me. i have to take another chance to make it all up again. dude, i feel sad. deeply sorry for myself. eating this must help relieving my mood. or this one : Those snacks are from Serendipity in USA.(when will they open a store here?) have a good day all. Remember, panicking does nothing.
Monday, April 11, 2011
blissful monday. no traffic. good driver. good people. good work. good lunch. good everything GOOD. then to complete this note yet, showing you what "no traffic" means in early monday morning in Jakarta, i googled pics. type "no traffic in Jakarta's street." I got pics. Then what makes me annoyed and disturbed is : all of the pics i googled remains to the same thing. Traffic. Accidents. and rebellious driver. all the selfish vehicles which cant stand anymo being in the dont-know-when-it-will-end-i-want-to-go-home-i-dont-care-anymore-if-i-hit-somebody's-car-my-office-will-pay-for-my-claims traffic. showing u two among thousands. even google cant do any better in searching and matching key words when for Google keyword "no traffic in Jakarta" means "there's no such thing as no traffic in Jakarta just face it, u dreamer" OK, will be back for good posts later. later.Sorry i cant describe how i feel this morning. i hope y feel good too, today.