Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Nobody works the way i want it to be!

This day. I was asking someone to convert file, and it was like the hardest thing in the world. She kept emailed me with unclear statement. Geez!

Then, y on earth another person i request to do some minor revision, went away and have meetings outside. Geez!

Suddenly the stock of special packages gone zero in a glance of second :( i already offer that to some international buyers. o God, i need help!

Thursday, November 8, 2012

super sensitive

I dont know whether everyone gives a shit about feeling deep in song lyric.Me? i give a fuck about it :) I mean like every song that i like, i always imagine the meaning of it, and pretending if i were one inside the song. Yeah, cheesy but i think it's just i am that kinda person.

This is one song, that i really want a guy sings it for me. Lovely and romantic (in my way). A Face To Call Home a song by John Mayer (don't say anything, i know what u gonna say) The story is about a boy who falls in love with the girl, and girl also vice versa. But, it's like slow love story. Not rushed to the point. They have relationship and slowly feeling that they are meant for each other. My favorite lyric is :

"We built a yard with a garden in the middle of it
It ain't much but it's a start
You got me swaying right along to the song in your heart"

It's like it's not an instant love happen like one night stand or else, It's just soft. sweet, and not demanding. So here's the full complete lyric :

"A Face To Call Home"

I'm an architect
Of days that haven't happened yet
I can't believe a month is all it's been
You know my paper heart
The one I filled with pencil marks
I think I might've gone and inked you in

Little by little, inch by inch
We built a yard with a garden in the middle of it
It ain't much but it's a start
You got me swaying right along to the song in your heart
And a face to call home
A face to call home
You got a face to call home

So good you didn't see
The nervous wreck I used to be
You'd never know a man could feel so small
And you never look at me
Like I'm a liability
I bet you think I've never been at all

Little by little, inch by inch
We built a yard with a garden in the middle of it
And it ain't much, but it's a start
You got me swaying right along to the song in your heart

And a face to call home
A face to call home
You got a face to call home

A face to call home
A face to call home
You got a face to call home

Maybe I could stay a while,
Maybe I could stay a while,
Maybe I could stay a while,
I'm talkin' like all of the time

(Maybe I could stay a while)
Little by little, inch by inch,
(Maybe I could stay a while)
We built a yard with a garden in the middle of it,
(Maybe I could stay a while)
And it ain't much, but it's a start,
(I'm talkin' like all of the time)
You got me swaying right along to the song in your heart

And a face to call home
A face to call home
You got a face to call home

So am wondering whether i can post the song also.
shit. i cant. So just trying to enjoy the lyric, if you wanna hear the song, you can email me or search at 4shared.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

in 20's

In between 20-30's (as far as i have been living), 24-25 years old is quite the roughest age. Because at that age, everyone surround you actually become demanding.
They demand you to be mature, fun, yet always serious and determined for the next goal of your life. And it's even harder because at the age of 20-23, we used to live a very easy and reckless life. Young and free attitude. Totally vice versa.

I feel a bit rocky this month. Trying to emphasize and fulfill what i need and what society wants. I saw my friends are getting married, trying to climb up to the top of the career, or even have baby and move somewhere else. You know, part of determining future. Well, it's not that i dont want to join the society standard either (i believe that will be soooo finee), while me trying to absorb everything and not to rush anything. Because, it's exactly not the way i want it to be done

What i am trying to say in this post is, i am not envying you guys that already reach society standards' but i think .. can we have a little longer time to enjoy this young and free attitude?

can we??

can we??

Monday, November 5, 2012

I Am Poisoned!

Working in cosmetic company (tho, i am not directly working in the brand section) is totally influence me. Not only that i (more) understand about step by step of make up, but also into the product. I mean, like i am so excited to see how if i apply the color of lipstick, eyeshadow, or anything else in my face :p

Yet i dont stop only in decorative make up, i also eager to try some of skin care product such as night cream and eye cream. Aww.

Also, now I tend to spend hours in front of the mirror every morning before work, and also when i got home (to erase my make up and do step by step applying skin care). I have just found out that since i put night cream every night before sleeping, it is actually make my skin feels so soft and moistured in the morning.

Ok, so just go straight about what are my wishlist on December, here they are :

1. PAC Lipstick Pencil

To be honest, i dont like anything related to pencil. Hate the part that i have to sharpen it over and over again. Lipstick in Pencil is actually not so new in make up world, but this is new for me. Yet the colour is also such sweetheart. Now i am just wondering, which sharpener size should i use? since the diameter is quite wide. 

Somebody said, that these lipstick pencil creates matte-finished colour and texture. And also, i am so excited to apply it for the first time, since i never try lipstick in pencil! It costs me IDR 85,500 or USD 9.00

2. Sariayu Apokayan Blush on

Blush on is an important part, beside eye liner, because it is instantly will freshen up your face and do a little "changing" effect on your face. Normally, people use pink tone for blush on to create fresh effect. But, actually orange is a good colour for creating a healthy skin tone effect. Especially if we have yellowish or darker skin tone.

I will choose Apokayan blush on from Sariayu Colour Trend 2010. The tone is orange and maroon. When i try the tester and using single colour (the orange tone) it looks very good, shimmery finished. When you blend the two tones, it is even better, orange but dimmed. The brush quality is so so. It costs me like IDR 35,000 or USD 3,89. IMO, not so expensive for two tone colour and shimmery finished :) The packaging is kinda old-fashioned - yess we are on our way to work it out !

3. Lip Palette : PAC Coco Bunch

Since i rarely try lipstick colour, and i want to know what kinda colour match my lips (in shapes and shades),i am thinking about buying a palette. Thanks God, i found PAC has Coco Bunch Series for lipstick in chocolate (to reddish) shade. And thank God also, they have 5 colours in small palette.It costs me IDR 195,000 or USD 21,60. 

Buying make up palette, in my opinion is actually way of cost saving! yet you can also try another new colour, which is (somehow) is the best colour for you, Eventho, there are colours you dont like, but hey, u can always do blending! well, you never know, where it leads :)

4. NYX Eyeshadow Base
Blogwalkin is totally a good way of reviewing cosmetic product. Because i mean like it's their own opinion. Plus, if they have the same skin tone to you,convincing you more to buy the cosmetic/colours.

I found a lot of review about NYX Eyeshadow Base in Skin Tone type as the best Eyeshadow Base. It makes your eyeshadow colour popped and locked! Pick NYX Eyeshadow Base in skin tone so it will stay colourless and not blending into your eyeshadow colour. It costs me IDR 129,000 or USD 14 (more or less)

5. Sariayu Eyeshadow Palette (25 years of Colour Trend)

Nah, this one is another palette. But this is for eyes. They have 25 colours altogether matte and pearly in one palette. It is actually collection for celebrating 25 years of Sariayu Colour Trend. Not so many reviews i heard (i heard about Eyeshadow palette of PAC more than Sariayu-but i cant afford it because it is quite expensive) but for beginner like me turns out that it is a good deals. You can exercise applying the colours, alsoblending this plus that colours. It costs me IDR 207,000 or USD 23.00

6. Eye make up remover (plus) - Sariayu Mukjizat Mata Kejora
I know, i know. From the name it is just like "wth is that?" Well, i will tell you it's actually a make up remover plus eye treatment oil to prevent ageing line, And because it's made from natural ingredients, it contains less alcohol rather than the other eye make up remover. Also it's very effective cleaning the heaviest eye make up :) Cost me IDR 22.500 or USD 2.5

7. PAC Make up Pencil

I already try this product for subsituting my caring eyeliner pencil. It is actually an eye liner (can use for body painting,too). This product is amazing! Waterproof, no smudges, easy to use, and also soft pencil, The finishing is dove non glossy. Cost me a bit pricey for pencil liner IDR 71,000 or USD 7.8.
But actually it is worth the price! Best shade in black :)

8. Make up bag (with compartments)

One thing i hate about my make up bag now is they have no compartments so it looks like this (took pic from

see?? it is such a mess. It melted altogether and makes the casing/packaging scratch :( i hate that 
I want to get more organized by having such make up kit that have divider/compartments, yet i am also planning to buy make up brush .. so i have to have another room to spare for, Brush easily broken, y know?  

Until now, i still dont have any spesification which MU kit i want to buy. But what i want is actually look like this 

9. Make up Brush Set

I dont really know what is the best make up brush, but most people say is Masami Shouko and some use Ecotools brush (Carissa my friend suggest it - i found it soft and sophisticated,but idk why i prefer black brush).

As a beginner, i dont think i will buy a complete series of brush, since i wont use it all anyway. I think there are 3 primary brush (like must haves) which is ; 1) Blush/powder brush 2) eyeshadow brush 3) lipstick brush

I stumbled upon The Body Shop in Kota Kasablanka yesterday. I found they sell separated make up brush which i think not so efficient selling brush separately. But the Beauty Consultant told me that they also have mini brush set. Now, i am googling it and i thought it's a good tools for beginners. Yet it's not so expensive only IDR 179,000 or USD 19.8

Wow! even better it's recommended by Oprah :)
I am getting sure to put this on my wishlist

I always feel good after listing down "to buy" things :)
And since i am no a pro beauty blogger, i dont do swatch or FOTD or anything else required. I just love to comment and review ..