Monday, February 14, 2011

thankful enough

this one goes for a week ago.
hope it's still fresh.
thankful enough

this morning is monday.(who likes monday, raise ur hand and God will bless people like you.)

First, i started to yawn and yawn, and snooze and snooze and roll over left to the right, when the reality called. I HAVE TO WORK. because i am a responsible adult.(sigh)

and the next prep detail, i aint no have to make it detail.So, i came out and face this morning.Hello traffic, hello unbeliveable long trip to office, hello crazy motorbikes, hello bunch of jobs, hello everyone.

so i sat inside the public transportation called ANGKOT. and thinking, how much i hate MONDAY now. (fyi, in my former job, i dont have MONDAY. it’s holiday still. yes i worked from Tue-Fri 4 days a week) you know? traffic. any small incidents that led you to bad thoughts abt this day. and have to WORK after the weekend. That’s hard. And of course, face the JOB that paid ur bill.

But, thank GOD, a very GOOD inspiration and motivation went thru my thought. Well, it sucks to face monday and work. but it is even sucks when u do nothing at all in monday or even worse, have a HARDER JOB than what i already have rite now. such as, being a JOKI, standing in the sidewalk, early in the morning, waiting for a vehicle to choose them. or, GROCERY SELLER, wake up so damn early like 3 am, and go to the market in the cold dawn. or even A PICK-POCKET, maybe they have choice, but they choose to be one.or ANYTHING HARDER. rather than just sitting in front of monitor and stealing time to write in this page.

yeah,that’s me. but i’m thankful enough so God will give me more bless. :)

now,i know.

lately, i've been into Tumblr more than blogger. dont know why.
now,i know.

marriage is the last thing on my mind because i have “not so good” experience abt that stuff (actually,my parents' experience). But, that was 6 months ago.that was my opinion in 6 months ago.

Since i worked in Jakarta, esp in this company. I found so many living proof. above 30. lonely and grumpy. well, there are some good living proof tho. i mean like, above 30 and happy. but it’s just SOME. not MANY of THEM. like, when u look at a pie diagram, the HAPPY is 20% out of 100%. Not promising, rite? small amount.

lets just make a list do and donts abt marriage life ..(in my opinion)

DO’s :

  1. because you have someone who loves u and u love them,too
  2. because you and ur couple wanna make a LEGAL relationship when you too have babies and sleep together
  3. because you want to BUILD something. u wanna leave MARKS for the future. the GOOD marks.
  4. because .. i dont wanna be the LONELY and GRUMPY examples whom i seen at my office

DONT’s :

  1. when you dont have any partner to be married with (so clear)
  2. when u dont think marriage is suitable for your life (ur too selfish to share ur life with someone else)
  3. when u like changing partner randomly
  4. when u think having great career is better than having spouse

So yeah. even if its equal in DO’s and DONT’s, well i prefer DO’s as well. because the fourth reason in DO’s. i just dont wanna be ‘that girl’. being lonely is scarry, but being lonely and grumpy is WORST.