it's day 4

This is day 4, as the time goes by so slow. And it's always like this whenever i broke up with somebody.
I still dont know what to do. Sometimes found out my fingers type message for him. Accidentally. I tried my  Best Friend, Rizki Dwij suggestion to type everything i want to send to him, but DONT send it. Only the satisfaction of typing. I can cancel it or save it to draft. She said it's kind of therapy. I found it useful sometimes, but still i have to control my thoughts about him. Because it's heavy thoughts. :(