i am so tired of being blue

.. but i do nothing about it.
Right now, i started to believe that this is a reality. That no matter what, i have to go on.
Go on with my life. That i can't wait for other people, to decide everything i want in life.
That my step isn't stop in one place.

The last question in my post, is true. I can't live life like this.
Nobody to depends, but yourself.

Friends, lovers, or nothing. We can't be in between.
Sooner or later, this has to stop.