Day 5

Hello. This is day 5 of surviving.

This is not my first time, but still "ever-done-it-before-feeling" not helping you better with another situation in the future. Then it's clear for broken heart, either.

Along this 5 days journey, i realized that .. u can't prepare your feeling for anything. Even if u already realized it at first.

Like, when u fall in love, you'll say to urself that u are ready for the broken hearted moment, but when it happens, it just happens. u will never be ready. never. U can never prepare your heart. no matter how strong you are.