force major

im STUCKED. in the complication of language. and diversity. i dont know what i'm doing right now. all i want to do is roll over back and forth in my bed with the blanket all over me. but i cant. because i'm an ADULT that has to be responsible for the things that she did. sometimes, i hate being an ADULT and all the things that come within. :( its an unstoppable nature force.